hurting.

sometimes love isn't enough to keep a relationship strong.
there are certain things that we fail to provide.
the things that we are afraid to give.
for we don't want to regret at the end.



the things that he found in someone else.


were also the things you wish to give him now.
but its too late.
he's already happy with that person.
i regret this, i regret it for i've been a coward.


:(

.i love him.he loves her.. :(

when the ending came i didn't know what to do..
i'm always thinking of how my tomorrow will be without that person..

i always cry at night,
when i'm alone all i can think of were the times when we were together,.
i can't feel anything but pain..
the pain that kills me slowly..

at first i thought that it was only as if he went on a vacation..
and that he'll soon come home..
come home to be with me again..

but then as days pass by..
the real score unfolds..
he has his new girl..
a girl who stole my place in his life..

my hope then collapsed.
my heart was broken into pieces again.
he'll never come home again.
for he already has a better girl.

i got back to zero.
i'm there again.
in that same place when he told me we were over.
got the same feeling..ouch! it hurts a lot.

the details of this story hurt me a lot.
is it that easy for him?
he got his new girl the day after our separation..
guess i wasn't that special to be remembered.



up to this moment even though a month and 10 days already passed..
i still can't help but cry whenever i miss him :(
i still am hoping that we'll be together again.
i just need to wait...

wait though it hurts a lot to stay.
stay though he already ran away.
i only have to endure all of this..
for i know that one day he'll come back to me..

i'll still wait though there's nothing left..

:(