:D

learn to let go,
will you?
consider his feelings,
not yours only..
face the truth,
he's happy with someone else
not with you,
your love story ended,
its already a yesterday..

don't make everything hard,
don't be hard on him and to yourself,
you can be happy for him,
you can be happy for yourself,
if you feel lonely and hurt
it is your choice..
you chose to be miserable
when in fact you can be overjoyed..

ACCEPTANCE,
it is the key to moving on,
be happy for him,
be happy for yourself
there is someone else for you..
just wait for him,
he'll arrive soon..
sooner than you think..

but for now,
just try to recover,
love yourself again..
go on, move on..
love those who are there for you
compose yourself,
repair your heart,
so that you'll be ready when another love arrives..


:D

...don't know what to feel and to think of anymore...

i hate it.
when we talked he told me how much he loves me..
he told me that he needed me that time
he needed me but i am not around..

i told him i was there!
always been there,
i was just waiting for him to come to me,
but he never did, he went to another person..

i don't know..
i don't know what tot think of anymore.
he said that he's already fine without me.
he moved on.

he moved on because he thought i already moved on.
he thought so because he never heard a word from me..
i didn't contact him because i thought he needed some time.
some time to think, to think if he made the right decision..

and now i came to him,
telling him that i want back,
he told me why now?why only now?
now that he's already used to being with his special friend.



i'm hurting..again.. A LOT!!!!

forevermore, you'll be here in my heart

i never thought that we would last that long.
at first i thought, i don't really like this guy,
that i only answered him 'yes' because i had a crush on him,

but as days, months go by,
i learned to love this guy..a lot,
a lot, until i thought i can't go on with my life without him..

and when i had that thought,
then is also when he left me hanging.
he left me hanging for he can't find his happiness with me anymore..

his happiness is now true within another girl,
though its hard and painful for me,
i am trying and striving very hard to go on and let go..

let go to make him realize my worth,
and it could be because i wanted him to find his own happiness..
his happiness though its not with me :C

i don't want to ruin his love story,
now, i'm just thankful that on his way to his true love
he stopped by and spent three years of his life with me..

no one knows, he might come back
and leave me no more, but for the mean time,
i'm setting him free, and i'll just sit tight..
and wish that he'll soon find his way back to me..SOON.

until then, see you soon :)

<3<3<3

what about love by lemar

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

[Chorus]

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

[Chorus]

hoping :D

someday you'll realize that
your home is with me..

by that time,
i'm still there,
sitting,
waiting for you,

you foolish boy
who lost his way,

but for now, i have to let you go..
let you take your time,
time to make you realize that your home
is with me..

letting you go doesn't mean goodbye..
it only means that i really love you,
that i can sacrifice even my happiness for a lifetime love <3..



-natnat-

:(

i see no hope..
our future is lost,
i think here is where
i should let go..

let go of my dreams,
my dreams of being with you..

i can see you're happy with her,
i can feel you like her..

i already know that i'm nothing to you now.

i wish you happiness :D ,

even though it brings me a world of sadness.. :C


<3

hurting.

sometimes love isn't enough to keep a relationship strong.
there are certain things that we fail to provide.
the things that we are afraid to give.
for we don't want to regret at the end.



the things that he found in someone else.


were also the things you wish to give him now.
but its too late.
he's already happy with that person.
i regret this, i regret it for i've been a coward.


:(

.i love him.he loves her.. :(

when the ending came i didn't know what to do..
i'm always thinking of how my tomorrow will be without that person..

i always cry at night,
when i'm alone all i can think of were the times when we were together,.
i can't feel anything but pain..
the pain that kills me slowly..

at first i thought that it was only as if he went on a vacation..
and that he'll soon come home..
come home to be with me again..

but then as days pass by..
the real score unfolds..
he has his new girl..
a girl who stole my place in his life..

my hope then collapsed.
my heart was broken into pieces again.
he'll never come home again.
for he already has a better girl.

i got back to zero.
i'm there again.
in that same place when he told me we were over.
got the same feeling..ouch! it hurts a lot.

the details of this story hurt me a lot.
is it that easy for him?
he got his new girl the day after our separation..
guess i wasn't that special to be remembered.



up to this moment even though a month and 10 days already passed..
i still can't help but cry whenever i miss him :(
i still am hoping that we'll be together again.
i just need to wait...

wait though it hurts a lot to stay.
stay though he already ran away.
i only have to endure all of this..
for i know that one day he'll come back to me..

i'll still wait though there's nothing left..

:(

ang galing :]

snapshot of my mind

i don't know why and how did i get into such situation. a situation that will change me. it may be because of the undying questions in my mind. i went there, found out that those were true, i can't believe my eyes, are these images real or just an illusion? i can't help to ask why, why is there a silhouette of another person. there shouldn't be anyone else there for that place is just for two. is that person related to them? i went closer and closer.... the image became clearer and clearer as i come nearer. an astonishing truth came to me. i am the third person. i am the person who is ruining two persons life. i can't accept this. i was made to believe that i'm his one, when in fact i am the other one.....