...don't know what to feel and to think of anymore...

i hate it.
when we talked he told me how much he loves me..
he told me that he needed me that time
he needed me but i am not around..

i told him i was there!
always been there,
i was just waiting for him to come to me,
but he never did, he went to another person..

i don't know..
i don't know what tot think of anymore.
he said that he's already fine without me.
he moved on.

he moved on because he thought i already moved on.
he thought so because he never heard a word from me..
i didn't contact him because i thought he needed some time.
some time to think, to think if he made the right decision..

and now i came to him,
telling him that i want back,
he told me why now?why only now?
now that he's already used to being with his special friend.



i'm hurting..again.. A LOT!!!!